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May 30, 2o08

I`l make this blog in a bulleted points, in that way, it would be easier. (i think?)`cos i tend to go a lil further than the main topic. Nag-mimix-mix kasi kung minsan eh.. hehe!  :) Magulo kasi akong kausap, most of the times  (=

• Went into town with mates: ishna, ciello, kathy, regi, jr&pido.  We watched Sex and the City :p Good thing t`was Rated 15A or else, they would`n have seen it, including me. I wouldn of watched it on me own+ two of the girlies as they are only 16&17 or something like that. We thought twas Rated18  or something, but like I said, t`wasn so we`re glad (= We also bought some candyking & oh God, how expensive can it be. Was more expensive than Ben&Jerry's. If we knew, we cuda gotten the ice cream instead. Nehu, while watching it, Me& Ishna were kinda crying as we can relate to the whole relationship shitty story thing in the movie,  I know, we prob looked like a feckin tool in the cinema, good thing t`was dark & no1 seemed to noticed it. We prob wud`ve been slagged the whole time :p I can defo recommend this movie (=

* to watch it click here.

• After cinema, went to Eddie Rockets(empty your pockets!). The name says how much we all spent in the place :p  But it was all worth it, what can we say, were very fond of the American foods, compared to irish foods lol. more fats and chole doe! :( Stephen was there too, he had lunch with us but only for a few minutes as he had to leave real quick like, cos he is still studying like mad for his finals, makes him a nerdy lad now eh? haha! Soon to be a civil engineer, in like 2-3 weeks i think, so hopefully all these will be all its worth... I hope & it better bee! (; Demanding ASS!  After the food trip, we went home as 2 of the girls need to be home real early as they moving out into a different house, lucky bitches! (=

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• Ive realised some things:
• BEWARE: Ranting&Venting mode haha! (=

1. I hate the way my feller diss me for exams. I know that him, studying  a lot and being smart enough to think about his future thats why he is studying a lot idea is actually a good thing & others mite even just think that I`m just a selfish bitch! Like, For me, he is the most important thing/person in my life, I can fuck up other things in life except for me, I can cancel things for him, in short if I have to do things for him, i would probably end up doing it by the end of the day, even though, my pride stops me from doing it. Like I really would do anything if I have to, you know what I mean? The bad part that I complain about is that, ehhh.... I don't get the same thing back? I guess, I'm expecting the same from him, obviously?  I definitely expects a lot and it frustrates me if i don't get it of if something I want don't happen. Stuck up B*tch? Not that bad, I hope. I'm just so used to getting what I want the the realization part, that I actually can't all the time I want, well, sucks big big time! I can't help but think, maybe ijustdontdeserveit, I mean the treatment I've been wanting& expecting?maybe, maybe. Only GOD knows! He keeps explaining that it's his final exams and that's what his four years in college are building up to. So maybe Is should understand him, I think, well I force myself to think, that eh, I "understand" him, but I get so frustrated and most the time naggy-angry me comes out! haha. I know him too well, like I know, if he really want to do something he will do it, no matter what happens kinda thing? But in some instance, he never really do that to me. 

hayyy! I dunno guys, HELP me! Let me understand him before everything's  too late....... =(

Got to go to bed now, I have work in the morning. & as much of a freak I am, I always count how many hours of sleep every night haha! even the excess minute is a big deal to me and makes a hell lot of a difference.Nutcase I am, i knowww!

Niteyyy everyone! HOpe to be back soon, if I'm not that tired from work as I'l be working whole day, Double pay-HOOORRRAAAY! :p